Monday, December 27, 2010

Dear World

Dear world,

Apparently, I have diabetes. My body doesn't handle sugar very well. However, my diet has been mostly sugar since I was a babe. (Sugar includes bread, pasta, and pastries.) When I do eat sugar, my body reacts in a few ways: it makes me tired, anxious, and often puts me in a really bad mood. I've been experimenting with sugar now that i know. Come to find out, I'm a really happy and un-moody person when I refrain from sugar. Who knew.

I'm not disclaiming every bad mood I've had on sugar, because I am, in fact, a female and a sinner. However, I am blaming most of them on that.

So, therefore, i want to extend an apology to all persons I may have released my sugar maintenance failure on in the form of a bad mood or evil glare. It was, honestly, out of my control. Blame my pancreas.


Sincerely,
Kayla Dunkin

p.s. I am currently undertaking methods in which I can prevent moodiness and vengeance. Please, be patient with me. I'm trying to unaddict myself to bread, the only thing I actually enjoy eating.

Monday, December 13, 2010

clarity

An experience bringing clarity into your life may be one of the most satisfying experiences possible.

Realizing:
that a complex series of symptoms like mad heartburn, tiredness, and anxiety were just the result of a simple food allergy.
that a snowball of events was just to lead to another subsequent event that would change your life for the better. Like changing majors.
Or that the feelings of separation from fellowship with God were just a call to repentance of unconfessed sin.
or that your deepest need has been taken care of through the completed work of Christ if indeed you hold on in faith to its reality.

Clarity: pray for it.