disconnect

I don't know if I've ever felt this spread out. Not really with activities and classes, just with people. The community that I have in Statesville, that I grew up with and love, that I wish I could see daily, I see them just monthly, if that. My sister's in Texas, Snook, Texas. and pregnant. In Chapel Hill, I have so many friends that I love and who I know love me, but I can't make myself see them enough. If I see one of them, I have to give up seeing another. If I spend time with one group of friends, I lose precious bonding moments with another and feel disconnected with them later. I'm trying to stay close with so many people, that I'm disconnected with all of them.